Now this excuse is becoming old for even me, but...its 5 in the am and I'm drunk, listening to this and all i can say is, I'm so sick of every relationship being like this. To me it seems like the 'shut up" part is his conscience to himself, or at least thats how it is for me me trying to stop myself from some thing because i know how it is going to be/end yet plod along,
and all that is left is me.....sad, i know i am
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(this is me trying to stop myself)
shut up shut up shut up shut up
shut up shut up shut up shut up
you're saturating me
(end result, despite knowing still in shock)
So how could I let this bring me
back to my knees again again again
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to have codependency issues,rox....and when there gone Im just using my mantra of 'shut up'
Now this excuse is becoming old for even me, but...its 5 in the am and I'm drunk, listening to this and all i can say is, I'm so sick of every relationship being like this.
EDIT: for bad spelling and crazyness
Why do you need to be with anyone at all? Wouldn't it be better to concentrate on making yourself happy? If you can make your own happiness then other people can make you HAPPIER but they can't make you UNHAPPY
