what can i really say
perspective is something personall
im sorry for all that i said
i suppose?
but id be lying..thats the truth
im sorry for what ive put up with..
im sorry for what ive expexted..
im sorry for what i've have never gotten in return..
im sorry for the guilt trip..
including the one ive given myself.
the next level of reality construction, yet to be acheived by your average man
god
i was ready
i swore to you i was ready
but this is killing me
do you have no sympathy
im not you
and you are not me
so why is it my thoughts pervade thee
are they more relevant than my own existance
or do i exist for the relevance of others
either way
am i your personal burden
to punish
to protect
to guide
to inform
to die
to die
to die metaphorically, how many of these do you need?
is not one enough.
do they not know,
that im no different
that im the same
that im of flesh
am i your example yet to made
or am i your example yet to be understood
am i your emotion ready to implode
am i your martyr ready to explode
am i your will ready to choose
am i even me any more
the way they treat me ive become confused
ive become confused
something deep inside me tells me to hang on for the time being,
to not let go to what it is that makes me be
am i the only one
who gets it
am i the only me
am i as alone as i need to be
in order to feel so alone
that ive no choice but to stand alone
this would be easier
if i had just one heart to guide me through
just one who could
who would dare
who could guide me through
please, at least let it be you
