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Old 01-24-2019, 06:43 PM   #1
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Inferum actis celestia maximus forma

The greatest Celestial order added to the form of the Adriactic...
There are a lot of good reasons why the world should give up
The reins and let S drive. Though ruler of all that light touches
He is NOT God( If that word even means what im lead to believe. )
The Darkest forms of all evil are not the reflection of God (S).
Though his choice to give you illusion of free will will make you
Whimsical, the Truth of free will obtained can cause a lot of hurt.
S is fucking with you. If you think that violence is your fulfillment
you are an addict. The truth about those who practice the ways of
S are lost in the turmoil of clarity and power. Invinci-invisibility
though feeds your abilities and hunger, you are unmistakeably
lost in your own habit. If you need something to give you clarity
then you are addicted to it and wont stop. Zo Christ got it.

Even as a Man Christ knew hed do good. Once he fell into Hell
he has been the only amazing story of using a break in the system
to do good; heal others and produce "miracles". His biggest flaw was he was
not perfect. He too sinned. He too took the reins and rode the world!
But christ did go to Hell. As a prime canidate I think he took a bullet
for Mary Magdelene. (Related but not part of this story)

But what now. C is somewhere shifting souls, and S is fighting for
what he believes is just, correct, and truely righteous. And yet he
remains here, among us, not entirely God. God does exist and
not too many have met lo infinito. Regardless of his guidance
S is a liar. Through truth and clarity he entices with power.
Many who fallow are dark and live dangerous to others.
So be it he has a way. So be the kingdom.

Deus Ireae is God of wrath. The idol comes down on you through life hard.
Like a musciscian, a concerto meistro, renowned for his Grand
fierce ability, is struck with Deafness; he hasno way to continue his work.
S is God in a form that is unfair to the lamb. Unfair because
He has his say, and that Ego is pure. God herself is a mystery and
never really present, kind of in the back. She has warnings and signals
that most do not head; and they are trampled either way.

God must have ventured in(this is source im talking about) and finally put some
Gambles on the table. "If I were a Man , i would hold true and neither be
Evil nor Good. I will live wretched lives and horrible sins; just like you S"
S knew this was the only way to gain. And seeingthis opportunity he accepted.
God shall be Man for Many Many lives human/nonhuman/plant/animal/penny.
And now finally we made it to our biggest moment. Something in Hell, he would be
forever filled with the decisions and choices that any flawed man would have. I guess that's the direction the world will go. Has gone, is over.

The problem with that is, is that God's kingdom, power, and Infinity would be on
the line, if when he gets to his final life, and fails to contain a pureness for love
And a Heart for His now Brothers and Sisters; then he is a sarrowful man.

God got tired. Tired of all that is pain and misfortune. Tired of any and all untruthful
beings who lie and deceive. Tired of all the torture and
Tyrany that the adult plays on the child. Tired of how hard it really is to be a product
And food. No more of this Masquerrade of this violence only
How could he not realize, double time, that he was part of holographic reality. I guess G forgot some things ( or remembered them but keeps them away from himself)

Everythingbecame falsities to him as he grew. Learning that the truth is everyone
has the powers Jesus Christ has, and that there is an appropriate way to learn,
Whether he already knows it or not. Hiding realities from himself, he became his worst
opposition. The Suicidal God.

Me? Oh i hate God. I wish there were another way to express it but I will not let
the force fortune me. I will wreck his life, live in solitude, express joy in the fact that a part of me suffers from the horrible lie that we tell our children(Santa Clause tv)
I be lie that if the world cant stop him im going to. It makes sense to me.
I am Not. But the part of me that formed this reality i choose to still proclaim;
Fuckit i listen to those who have forceful emotions about G. I listen to the voice
of ego in my brain that allows me to act accordingly.
C may have dealings with me, but i think i found a way out.
He who shall not be named was a frightening sight. Whats more the display
He put on a platform before me hurt. But again I feel no strength in wanting
To continue in a world full of Facade. Hell is a sinch.

Im a complex kid. Im 32 and I am an addict. I have flaws like lies and fibs
Ive done wrong things, havn't we all. Ive lived in sloth, pestulence, strong personal lust,
Im envious of those who can look past the lies and choose to go on( whether they
lie themselves or are incredibly stupid) im vain. I think everybody must be singing to me, everysong(not really every song, just specific artists singing to that part of me that placed me in the position im in)
Particular artists catch my ears eyes and toungue. And i realize that i can let go, yet have not.
Persistant to the end i gamble with eerie numbers and low low chances.

I get bored, when will it end? -"This is a brilliant game tonight! Satan at 663 and God 2, we're at 3rd quarter. looks like God'sgoing to need a miracle to pull this one off. What's this God is literally handing the ball over to Satan, to clean his glasses. What a firehouse it is tonight!"

Im about to head into the stormy waters of the Adriatic Sea. Damned it if i don't feel completely embarrassed and ashamed. If it could of been anyone why me. So hooked up with the package and armed with my imagination alone. I fend off worker bees who disagree with my concepts, basically dont believe me. In fact are so disrespected that they continue the torturistic ways of being a human

I have awoken with hickeys on my arm the size of oranges. I have been betrayed, suckered, drawn in close to some people who were in it to get me from the start. On many levels.
Is this how the Movie ends? Set up locked into prison or a Sanitarium?
I cant ask you what you would do because you just wont believe. Im not going. If this be it and my soul was to disappear and Source was replaced by the Angel Eagle Lucifer, then that was what i've been waiting for all my life. That is destiny.


You've fallowed me on instatweaker and watched me fuck up over and over on reddick. You've seen my personal pornos i created to further damage my name, sake, and "cause". You've seen me listen to music and get advice from Alan W. On WhoTube.

But even he, as well as you, are against me. "We all knew" - c'mon! Im a FOOL but im not to be taken as a basketball. I dont want worship, i just want to live until i die. O'boy is that day comen close. You | I will be amazed at the outcome of this lifelong pool of vague fog and toads(swamplike destitude). You will say "whatever" you will say " who is this fuck" you will probably not have gotten this far in the freestyle magick this writing encompasses.
Do you not think i feel pain ? I do. And i know that it is your culture to mock ,plot and attack the weak, i don't hate you. I just want things better for the way things are ment to be.

I know now ill get a million ghosts gaming on my machinery and schemers plotten to break my smile. In the end i figure the best way to say it is "I lied. "

Twas brillig and the slithy toves
Did gyre and gimble in the wabe;
All mimsy were the borogroves,
And the Mome raths outgrabe.

"Beware the Jabberwock, my son!
The jaws that bite, the claws that catch!
Beware theJubjub bird, and shun
The frumious Bandersnatch!"

He took his vorpal sword in hand:
Long time the maxome foe he sought-
So rested he by the Tumtum tree,
And stood awhile in thought.

And as in uffish thought he stood,
The Jabberwock, with eye of flame,
Came whiffing through the tulgey wood,
And burbbled as it came!

One, two! One , two! And through and through
The vorpal blade went snicker-snack!
He left it dead and with its head
He went galumping back.

"And hast thou slain the Jabberwock?
Come to my arms, my beamish boy!
O frabjous day! Callooh! Callay!"
He chortled in his joy.

Twas brillig, and the slithy toves
Did gyre and gimble in the wabe;
All mimsy were the borogroves,
And the mome raths outgrabe.

The sequences of a madmanare the perfect cover for something Great trying to hide itself. I mean the dumber i am the harder it is to believe in me. Thats ok. You dont need to believe in me. Just believe in yourself. Believe yourself. And know what it is you are set out to become.
Ponder this if you want, or dont. Neither matter.
I love you. Im tired. If i could let go and this wouldnt be a fantasy written on a forum on a Tool Website, i would. But i have have to do what i have to do to show you all how much change in a oerspective can influence you.
Dont take me seriousky im probably drunk or hopped up on drugs.
You cant listen to a drug addict, they are needy. But what exactly do you call _____ ? Isnt that addiction too. Im glad you see it your way.
DONT KNOW OH NO WONT KNOW DONT KNOW WONT KNOW OH KNOW HOLY FUCKING SHIT
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Old 01-25-2019, 05:42 PM   #2
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Re: Inferum actis celestia maximus forma

Things have not been right for me for far too long.
I really dont respect myself for posting this shit.
I dont know half the hell im talking about
And dont really need to know
But keep trying anyways.
Attention seeking behavior.
Too bad.
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Old 01-26-2019, 02:27 PM   #3
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Old 01-27-2019, 05:30 PM   #4
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Re: Inferum actis celestia maximus forma

Seems legit. Interesting at least. . .

something at least. . .
to feed the beast
that rises east
for briefest lease
on magnetic leash
that binds it 'neath
the blackest sea
and largest we
that's actually me
on bended knee
feigning pee
out of godly wee
just to see
if i can pee
on seed of tree
that burpeth me
and madeth thee
so cursedly
or blessedly
in the be
psuedofree
with doorless key
and endless fee
to purchase glee.


Keep chewing the tail man, eventually you'll toss God's salad.


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Old 02-02-2019, 11:09 AM   #5
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It should of been i think, i think im.....
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Old 02-02-2019, 12:14 PM   #6
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Re: Inferum actis celestia maximus forma

the key to the door that's already wide open

the door is the key

the key is your third eye
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