lotus.

A walk became a jagged run
I let go of my meager morals
Shaken sadness, slippery and glum
I spun in useless circles
I drifted into a supermassive black hole
Thoughts swirled, decisions twirled
My sagging soul unfurled
All because I lost my favorite girl
Welcome to insanity
What a dark dark world
I climbed up several times
Only to be severed
Again, not so clever
Was I to be lost forever?
I wandered far off the chosen path
A cerebral crash
Drowning in a spiritual blood bath
Who was I, and how do I return?
Stuck in a shadowy shape
In hell I started to burn
On that course I was a cauterized corpse
Death consumed with piercing fear
Black Winter in a veil, now here
Feeling frail, frozen under ice
Charred hail in his eyes
Everything was for nothing
Materializing was a million tears
Love went tragic, the tale had failed
Anguish from above, angrily attacked
So cold, filled with demonic gloom
Unexpectedly was being hunted
Communication was halted
From behind, a disguise of lies
Lost was his fantastic family
The love of his life, with eyes of knives
A silent sniper of selfish psychological precision
Swiftly sneering, vengeful and vain
No care, no share
Echos of take, take, take
Trusting his heart was a tragic mistake
With greed, gnashing her teeth
Calculated and cowardly, captured her game
Frowning upon any forgiveness
Strung him up with a smile, and set it all aflame

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I don't know where the sunbeams end
And the starlights begin
It's all a mystery