Ergotamine

Hard core
Out of my hearts core.
Principals, equations, and formulas.
Illustrations drawn out on chalk boards.
Poetically vocalizing,
With Truth.
Divine mixture.*

Reach in your pocket for another wish,
Selfless imagination.
Breathe in so deep that you can't even talk,
But you can taste this lamentation.
Choking on the pill never swallowed.
Medicating the hollow.

Neglected innocence
Wasted youth
Wasted Truth
I'd show you proof
But what's the use?

You couldn't find a piece for the broken.
Scattered fragments never found.
I never forgot the words that were spoken,
So im imprisoned between the sounds-
A recollection of the fire,
Fueling the dreams of my desire.

There is no bottom to the hole you've dug,
Six feet under inside your heart.
To lust for nothing but the desire of flesh,
That's shattered the mold apart.
Nevermind all that...
You never wanted this,
Our covenant in love.
Covered by the blood,*
And the wings of the holy dove.

So close the chapter,
Fuckimg rip it apart.

Keep smiling.
Keep crying.
Underneath it all,
You know you're fucking lying.

Reflections of your true intentions,*
I see through every tear.*
Spew another filthy lie,
Before your facade dissapears.

Back then I doubted how,*
We could mend these scars.
This has gone too far,
So I must say goodbye.
And leave the fruit of your lies.

Changed as i am now,
Awake and eyes wide open
Turning a new page.
Living life a better way.
Embrace this opportunity,*
To start again.
To be born again.
And let the spirit in.

Changes come,
I don't want to forget.
Because I never could.
But would you look back,
If you didn't walk away...
If you really thought you should.
For one last glance-
For one last chance-
To hear me say that

I will always Love you,
Please don't let this go...*P

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This lamentation of me, is just an imitation of me. Who I am and what you see, you will never know.