He’s been a discarded disaster from the beginning
Dad dreaded dealing with kin
He’s always known that I was a mistake
In this helpless habitat he suffers
Under a cover of cozened catastrophe
Exiled and excluded, forever eluded
It’s been a curse since first day of birth
Shut out, shunned and swallowed in silence
Unexpectedly used, left alone to lose
Teased and tricked into terrified trauma
There was no love, only lingering laughter
So ugly and misunderstood
No more could or would
Her plan was to get rid of him for good
Destined to drown in darkness
Forever a fool who believed love was real
Forever a fool in a foolish land
Hoping the fool dies swift and fast
We all know who gets the last laugh
There’s no escaping this erroneous path
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I don't know where the sunbeams end
And the starlights begin
It's all a mystery
