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Level 4 - Thinker
Join Date: Mar 2003
Location: A dead ohio hill
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A Song I Wrote Recently
Here I am...standing here naked before you're prying, withered eyes. Standing here for all to see, hiding nothing.
Still you don't know me...you can't see me...you can't feel this love that is imanating from my skin, from my core, from my being. Still I stand here, in this cold room, under your cold stares, without feeling anything.
Here we are again, going round in circles. All I want to here is you say you love me. All I want is to feel like someone else is there, like somone in looking out for me this time.
But still you hold on to these empty feelings. Still you drag me down with your self pity, looking at my nakedness as something for your amusment. Here you are again, saying how useless to you, telling me I mean nothing, but yet using me...because I want you to love me.
Well, not anymore. I'm done with the game. I'm done riding this merry-go-round of guild, of pain, and - as always - my death. Before, I would have died for you every day. i would have died to see you happy, to let you live. to let you breathe without a weight on your chest. I would have stood naked for you, under the scrutiny of everyone. I would have...really
But not any more! You pushed me away! I'm done! I'm through! As soon as this merry-go-round stops, I'm getting off to get on another ride. One of my choosing. So please, don't beg. I'm going, never to come back, and you can't stop me.
So tired......tired.....
That's not my best...but it's there...
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Druzzel De'Armgo
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