lotus.

I forget so many words that I want to express, at times

Words come to me more efficiently when I’m driving, in the bath, or about to fall asleep

When focusing on the moment, pushing clarity forward, into the temporal lobe

One leg is lodged in the quicksand of confusion

I’m surfing on the spectrum, so it can be quite difficult concerning dissection

Lost in a multi layered labyrinth of enigmas

It’s time that you stop focusing on them

It’s about time that you focus on ye

There is much work to be done

A multitude of defects are on display

You must place this sadness far away

Racing thoughts and frozen feelings

Concentrate on your inner healings

I blame myself yesterday

I shame myself today

Look into the mirror

Not the rear view mirror

Vanish the nagging blackness

Banish the shadows of dismay

Walk in the succulent sunlight

Adore the mysterious moonlight

Spit out the plethora of pity

Cough up the vails of vile

Vomit the vials of venom

Cleanse the carelessness

Bathe in the beauty that beckons

Walk in the illuminated heavens

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I don't know where the sunbeams end
And the starlights begin
It's all a mystery