The time has finally arrived
After all of the solar rotations
Have spun around, up and down
Spinning Down down down
Then unraveling up
Satan’s spy shoved an insane reality
Right through my unsuspecting eyes
Almost two years of hurtful stalking
No admission, just a lair of lies
TikTok talking, watching me suffer
After driving her hearse into my soul
After drilling a thousand unwanted holes
The spirits arrived to help me fly
They told me to let go of everything
Entailing my perplexed evil ex
Then these adoring angels
Had carefully woven in wondrous wings
Singing from the heavens, they have
Broke that long, dark demonic spell
After all of the intended manipulation
That dragged me through the center of Hell
Like a lotus reaching high and mighty
Towards the midnight moon
This moment of pure clarity
Came in like an immaculate swoon
The chains had broken free
I sang with everything I had
I was filled with glee
I’ve been gifted these silver wings
Here I go, taking off to fly
Hovering high above the tree line
Whisking through the open sky
All of this strength within me
Was coming out to play
Into the bright yellow white sun
Far away from the charcoal gray
For those around me, who I hold dear
I’m giving you all of my love
Letting go of that dark crippling fear
This is the moment
This is the year
Where deep seated roots begin to heal
Sprouting fresh leaves far and wide
These emotions that embrace me
Are oh so fucking real
Goodbye chaos, see you later drama
The ocean makes me feel righteous
I’m a survivor of trauma
Your terrible lie jagged and skewed
I know the God given truth
I gravitate towards empathy
Running from the devil
I’m surfing in the stars
So magical and revel
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I don't know where the sunbeams end
And the starlights begin
It's all a mystery
