Last night she had your hairdryer in her hair. Stuck, tangled. And her hands were bleeding… She is still sore….even though pain went away
Eventually she will break…
.-.
"I wish I could make you feel as much as I cannot
And I am so sorry for everything I’m not"
.-.
She begs To lock her in your shadow….don’t let her go
Tears flow inside her…Can’t you hear her painful groan?
Silence falls between them
She is standing right above,
her eyes falling out their holes
.
He is gone
.
Now she drowned
In a pool of tears
He broke the promise…..
She will kill everything
She gave him a moonwashed rose...with thorns....full....of blood
and as she put the rose on his headless dead body
she said
"I wish I could make you feel as much as I cannot
And I am so sorry for everything I’m not"
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She :) And yeah it did.. Nirvana is one of my favorites and I really feel for Kurt.. and Courtney too.
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Now that I know what your poem is about, I must say I don't like it. It's false(in my opinion)for one thing. Courtney was a junkie bitch, Kurt was a junkie asshole, but I wish it could've been her instead of him. At least he had some semblence of talent, a good heart, and some intelligence.
I don't think she was broken up that much at all when he passed. I mean, for chrissakes, she's one of the reasons he blew his head off. I'm also still not convinced that there's more to the story, and she didn't have something to do with his death.
No offense to you, this is not about structure, or anything. Although it is kind of jumbled and hard to understand. I just hate Courtney, and don't agree with the image of her you created.
yeah.....that's why she cried her eyes out while playing songs related to kurt....
you knew he beat her?......
yeah she's a talentless whore....bet you didn't even try to listen to any hole songs at all.....
courtney has been through hell...but at least she survived...jimi hendrix didn't...layne staley didn't,jim morrison didn't,john bonham didn't
yes....she's not human....she doesn't feel.......she felt nothing the day the love of her life died.....you and me ......we know it...we were there......
oh please....
yeah.....that's why she cried her eyes out while playing songs related to kurt....
you knew he beat her?......
yeah she's a talentless whore....bet you didn't even try to listen to any hole songs at all.....
courtney has been through hell...but at least she survived...jimi hendrix didn't...layne staley didn't,jim morrison didn't,john bonham didn't
yes....she's not human....she doesn't feel.......she felt nothing the day the love of her life died.....you and me ......we know it...we were there......
oh please....
Please. I've heard all of her shit. You know Kurt wrote almost all of Live through this, right? I've no sympathy for that bitch, whatsoever.
Edit: And if she was so broken up over Kurt, why was she out fucking Trent Reznor like 3 days after he died?
yeah.....that's why she cried her eyes out while playing songs related to kurt....
you knew he beat her?......
yeah she's a talentless whore....bet you didn't even try to listen to any hole songs at all.....
courtney has been through hell...but at least she survived...jimi hendrix didn't...layne staley didn't,jim morrison didn't,john bonham didn't
yes....she's not human....she doesn't feel.......she felt nothing the day the love of her life died.....you and me ......we know it...we were there......
oh please....
Thanks. And yeah, peachy, I think you're taking what I'm saying wrong. I tried to be clear that I wasn't insulting your work, just that I disagree with your views on courtney. It seems you took it more personal than I intended.
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just ignorance sucks
Wow. I'm not feeling too hot today, or I could really blast off on this one. In short: That was just a narrow-minded claim, because I happen to not agree with you. I may have a different opinion, but I'm far from ignorant when it comes to kurt and courtney. I own every major release Nirvana has. I've been a fan of Kurt's work for 12 years now. I personally witnessed Courtney's little charade of a mourning ceremony, live on television, at kurt's memorial, the day after his body was found. I used to owned the Rolling Stones tribute to Kurt magazine that had her whole bullshit "announcement" printed in full. I've read various other articles on the subject of his life and death, and Courtney's involvement with him throughout. So I think you're the one who needs to claim ignorance and back off of the subject.
I understand that ..........perfectly........
I just want people to try look at it from her prospective damn it
everyone bashing her around as she is satan him/herself
I understand that ..........perfectly........
I just want people to try look at it from her prospective damn it
everyone bashing her around as she is satan him/herself
I think anyone who chooses rock star status and drug use over their own child is a piece of shit. She's not the only one guilty of it. But don't make her out like some innocent victim.
Kurt was not a junkie asshole. First of all, that. What right do you have to call him that? He was fragile and he got a lot of shit thrown his way including that stomach disorder that caused him so much pain. He couldn't deal with the world not loving him. That's why he's dead. Not Courtney, not cause he was a 'junkie asshole' but because he was too insecure and hated himself too much to deal with what the media said about him. That's why he killed himself. He couldn't handle fame. He couldn't handle being in the public eye if that eye didn't love him- and it didn't.
Yeah Courtney has her problems, but that doesn't mean she didn't care, didn't hurt.
Maybe she had a different way of dealing with her pain then you would.
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Kurt was not a junkie asshole. First of all, that. What right do you have to call him that? He was fragile and he got a lot of shit thrown his way including that stomach disorder that caused him so much pain. He couldn't deal with the world not loving him. That's why he's dead. Not Courtney, not cause he was a 'junkie asshole' but because he was too insecure and hated himself too much to deal with what the media said about him. That's why he killed himself. He couldn't handle fame. He couldn't handle being in the public eye if that eye didn't love him- and it didn't.
Yeah Courtney has her problems, but that doesn't mean she didn't care, didn't hurt.
Maybe she had a different way of dealing with her pain then you would.
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I don't ...I agree... some of the stuff she did is just.....well... majorly wrong...
but I think you're getting too excited though...not me..
Ah, my favorite: The backpedal. And a hilarious one at that. Uh, no. Here's what I said:
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Originally Posted by Hogpile
Now that I know what your poem is about, I must say I don't like it. It's false(in my opinion)for one thing. Courtney was a junkie bitch, Kurt was a junkie asshole, but I wish it could've been her instead of him. At least he had some semblence of talent, a good heart, and some intelligence.
I don't think she was broken up that much at all when he passed. I mean, for chrissakes, she's one of the reasons he blew his head off. I'm also still not convinced that there's more to the story, and she didn't have something to do with his death.
No offense to you, this is not about structure, or anything. Although it is kind of jumbled and hard to understand. I just hate Courtney, and don't agree with the image of her you created.
And here was your reaction................
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Originally Posted by peachyyy
yeah.....that's why she cried her eyes out while playing songs related to kurt....
you knew he beat her?......
yeah she's a talentless whore....bet you didn't even try to listen to any hole songs at all.....
courtney has been through hell...but at least she survived...jimi hendrix didn't...layne staley didn't,jim morrison didn't,john bonham didn't
yes....she's not human....she doesn't feel.......she felt nothing the day the love of her life died.....you and me ......we know it...we were there......
oh please....
Who's getting excited? Out of all the dipshit 'rockstars' out there today, I can't believe that Courtney Love deserves a defense from you. That's not only funny as fuck, but absurd.
Kurt was not a junkie asshole. First of all, that. What right do you have to call him that? He was fragile and he got a lot of shit thrown his way including that stomach disorder that caused him so much pain. He couldn't deal with the world not loving him. That's why he's dead.
First off, you're telling me this shit like I hated Cobain or something. I've actually defended his music and artistry on this forum many times. And caught quite a bunch of shit for it.
Secondly, you're being way over dramatic about his death/suicide. That shit you just spewed reminds me all those little grunge kids at his vigil cutting themselves and shit. He killed himself because he was weak. The end. The world not loving him? Please. You weren't even old enough to be potty trained when this shit went down, were you? The world not loving him. Uh, if you or I blew our own fucking brains out today, would there be thousands of people lighting candles outside our home? Would magazines and television shows around the world be making dedication/remembrance issues/series about us? No. The guy had a lot going for him, regardless of his inner turmoil. He couldn't get past his own self-centered neurosis, and image obsession. He left a baby daughter fatherless over his own selfish need to be......whatever. That's something junkie assholes do. Me, me, me. Fucking crybaby, suck it up, get off the tar, and raise your fucking kid. Write some more music. Nothing pisses me off more, than people who have what others would kill to have, and piss it all away.
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Originally Posted by endlesswater
Not Courtney, not cause he was a 'junkie asshole' but because he was too insecure and hated himself too much to deal with what the media said about him. That's why he killed himself. He couldn't handle fame. He couldn't handle being in the public eye if that eye didn't love him- and it didn't.
Yeah Courtney has her problems, but that doesn't mean she didn't care, didn't hurt.
Maybe she had a different way of dealing with her pain then you would.
I actually agree with one thing you said. You're right, he couldn't handle fame. So, what, everyone who can't cope with how life is going at the time, should just kill themselves? That's childish and stupid. Again, the public eye didn't love him? What the fuck are you talking about?
Courtney has always had a different way of dealing with her pain than me: Heroin. And I don't feel sorry for some "lost" little tramp, who's success basically came from fucking a man who blew his brains out. I feel even less sorry for her and her drug problems, having had drug problems myself, and getting past them. Difference between her and normal people is that she loves the media attention she gets from fucking up and acting like a slut. In fact, I can't think of one redeeming quality about the cunt. If she was anyone else, they would've taken away her child for good a long time ago. And probably to that child's advantage. So yeah, I said it: Fuck Courtney Love and her self perpetuating melodrama bullshit.