Missing out on the ideal of modern consumer life.
Trapped in this experimental world that surrounds me.
Arrived so shortly, leaving so soon
A short vacation spanning a few short year’s in a never ending existence
Emptiness fills me
I pretend to know the truth
To give, to take
To love, to hate
To spend wisely these years I have been gifted.
But in reality, the truth eludes me
I do not understand their need for acceptance
Their reason for being can never be my own
I am different
I am tired
It’s time to sleep
The deepest sleep
And as time passes by and I do not awake
I will finally find the answer’s I seek
