Pushit
Saw the gap again today
While you were begging me to stay
Take care not to make me enter
If I do we both may disappear
You know that I will choke until I swallow
Choke this infant here before me
What is this ('What are you' has been performed live) but my reflection?
Who am I to judge or strike you down?
But you're pushing, shoving me
You're pushing, shoving me
You're pushing, shoving me
You're pushing me, shoving me
You're pushing and shoving me (x3)
You're pushing me and shoving me
You still love me, still love me
But you didn't need to push it on me
You still love me, still love me
But you didn't need to push it on me
Rest your trigger on my finger
Bang my head upon the fault line
You better take care not to make me enter
Cause if I do we both may disappear
Cause you're pushing, shoving me
You're pushing me and shoving me
You're pushing and shoving me
You're pushing me and shoving me
You still love me, still love me
But you didn't need to shit on me
You're pushing and shoving me
You're pushing and shoving me
I'm slipping back into the gap again
I'm alive when you're touching me
Alive when you're shoving me down
But I'd trade it all for just a little peace of mind
More shit on me
Push it on me (x3)
You're pushing
And shoving
And scrambling
To keep my feet flat on the ground
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(additional lyrics have been performed live)
A beast is he that casts a stone
Release not me but soon I am free
A life that reaches out and to cry
Slowly seems to claim me back
I deny it to you when the blood dries
Love, you leave me when no one should
A life that reaches out for another
For life the shell is cracking open
My love, you leave me when no one should
Love, I flow toward insane logic
Love, please know I did not want this
Always know I did not want this
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I am somewhere I don't wanna be
You push me somewhere I don't wanna be
And put me somewhere I don't wanna be
Seeing someplace I don't wanna see
Never wanna see that place again
Saw the gap again today
While you were begging me to stay
Managed to push myself away
And you as well my dear
If when I say I might fade like a sigh if I stay
You minimize my movement anyway
I must persuade you another way
Pushing, shoving
Pushing, shoving
Pushing me
There's no love in fear
Yeah, I'm staring down the hole again
Hands are on my back again
Survival is my only friend
Terrified of what may come, yeah
Remember I will always love you
As I claw your fucking throat away
It will end no other way
It will end no other way
These lyrics can be found at
http://www.distortiononline.com/calming/futation/
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