I find it amazing..
Being everything I hate
Lying when its easy; Being that hypocrite
when I understand that I dont appreciate
all that is given to Me, not by choice
But by being lucky or being blessed..
I feel as if..
I must become a better person
knowing the whole time that I am perfect
the way I am, even in imperfection;
to learn to embrace the shadow.
But I couldnt, wouldnt, peer that deep into..
Its that bright light, that I wont let shine
Without the darkness there was nothing to search for.
At least, thats why, I'm convinced there's a reason..
I see..
A future of happiness, bright sunshine and love
but I fear that something, uncertainty, will make this not true..?
I question as hours pass. Each time looking to the clock:
I'm growing older, I'm growing colder, and why?
Knowing all the while that My Mind betrays Me.
Knowingly, and Helpless but not to stop.
"They fought and they clawed like savages. At the end none had found what they were looking for; and they simply returned to nothing, like they were before."
"They fought and they clawed like savages. At the end none had found what they were looking for; and they simply returned to nothing, like they were before."
"They fought and they clawed like savages. At the end none had found what they were looking for; and they simply returned to nothing, like they were before."
I realise, that its not something that can be destroyed.
I am a machine spawned in the depths of infinite oblivion.
Its not about what I know, or what I think.
Its about how I Act, as that is where man fails.
Fortitude through the darks seas under starless skies.