lachrymology (think for yourself) "crying":
weep in shades of indigo (question) "why oh why?!"
shed without a reason (authority) "hands to the sky"

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"Veiled behind the lachrymose prose, in the (paradoxical) onslaught of colors from Vincent's tenebrant flame, is a secret formula of magical initiation. With the depressions of spirit and melancholy tone of the work, the author reveals himself to be the 'Holy Fool', complete with his crocodile tears (again, the pun is intended here - see Tarot trump Atu 0 for the corresponding symbolism, that which has been 'Set' in place)." - BMB "Let Not My Tears Fall Unnoticed"

"on my back and tumbling
down that hole and back again. rising up
and wiping the webs and the dew
from my withered eye." - mjk ( third eye)