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This song reminds me of my mushroom experience 3 and a half years ago,without the aliens.
It was the most terrifying experience in my life.
I've done lots of psycedelics before that, and i was a "tripper".
I had very little reference to spirituality and had an idea that i could learn more on the subject through a good trip.

So anyways i took 4 grams of mushrooms that fateful day, started out "trippin" like usual,"this so real....."
and then the hallucinations got intense.not like normal times.something about these mushrooms were fuckin strong.
and then it happened: a collapse.
i couldn't put my finger on it.
i rushed to the washroom.
tried to puke up these mushrooms before their power consumed me.
too late.
girlfriend steps in.
the first thing i say is "i'm not thinking right"
but i wasn't thinking at all.
I died.
no, the fiction that i was died.
ever since i was little i created a fiction in my mind of who i thought i was and what i thought life was and took this as truth.
This is what collapsed.
Terror posessed me.
i don't know who i am, i need comfort, anything to comfort me.
no words could describe the terrifying feeling of what was left after the collapse.

this went on for eight hours.and i resisted it.

3 years later and i haven't touched drugs,
they've showed me what i needed to see.
and i now honour psychedelics with the upmost respect.
psycedelics are a sacred powerful substance and deserve to be seen in that light.
Not something to just go trippin' about on.
Once again, psychedelics are A POWERFUL substance and deserve to be seen in this light.
I feel i am finishing that trip i had 3 years ago,going through it,to the positive side , without the drugs.

This song reminds me of maynards quote a while ago on the point of psychedilics.
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A mockery to drug users?

This song reminds me of my mushroom experience 3 and a half years ago,without the aliens.
It was the most terrifying experience in my life.
I've done lots of psycedelics before that, and i was a "tripper".
I had very little reference to spirituality and had an idea that i could learn more on the subject through a good trip.

So anyways i took 4 grams of mushrooms that fateful day, started out "trippin" like usual,"this so real....."
and then the hallucinations got intense.not like normal times.something about these mushrooms were fuckin strong.
and then it happened: a collapse.
i couldn't put my finger on it.
i rushed to the washroom.
tried to puke up these mushrooms before their power consumed me.
too late.
girlfriend steps in.
the first thing i say is "i'm not thinking right"
but i wasn't thinking at all.
I died.
no, the fiction that i was died.
ever since i was little i created a fiction in my mind of who i thought i was and what i thought life was and took this as truth.
This is what collapsed.
Terror posessed me.
i don't know who i am, i need comfort, anything to comfort me.
no words could describe the terrifying feeling of what was left after the collapse.

this went on for eight hours.and i resisted it.

3 years later and i haven't touched drugs,
they've showed me what i needed to see.
and i now honour psychedelics with the upmost respect.
psycedelics are a sacred powerful substance and deserve to be seen in that light.
Not something to just go trippin' about on.
Once again, psychedelics are A POWERFUL substance and deserve to be seen in this light.
I feel i am finishing that trip i had 3 years ago,going through it,to the positive side , without the drugs.

This song reminds me of maynards quote a while ago on the point of psychedilics.
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