FirstDegree

I find it amazing..
Being everything I hate
Lying when its easy; Being that hypocrite
when I understand that I dont appreciate
all that is given to Me, not by choice
But by being lucky or being blessed..

I feel as if..
I must become a better person
knowing the whole time that I am perfect
the way I am, even in imperfection;
to learn to embrace the shadow.
But I couldnt, wouldnt, peer that deep into..

Its that bright light, that I wont let shine
Without the darkness there was nothing to search for.
At least, thats why, I'm convinced there's a reason..

I see..
A future of happiness, bright sunshine and love
but I fear that something, uncertainty, will make this not true..?
I question as hours pass. Each time looking to the clock:
I'm growing older, I'm growing colder, and why?
Knowing all the while that My Mind betrays Me.
Knowingly, and Helpless but not to stop.

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Your fucking hero.

"They fought and they clawed like savages. At the end none had found what they were looking for; and they simply returned to nothing, like they were before."

First degree knows good shit when he sees it. - Ignoring Ignorance