holy reality
08-09-2003, 07:58 PM
Okay.... I just had a thought....
Think of Aenima as a ladder in life.
Everyone starts at the bottom, stinkfist.
Constantly seeking pleasure.... never satisfied...... always wanting more....
some climb up the ladder a step... and want to be saved
eulogy
they try to find religion, or just someone or something to save them.... "i wish you could be the one to save me from my own existance"
if you make it far enough... you realize this man/thing/concept is full of shit.... come down get off your fucking cross..... he can't fix you, nor save you, you have to save yourself.......
you climb up another step
H.....
self realization..... you need to be true to yourself and not influenced by anyone/thing but you..... as you have just come to realize by doing whatever this man/ideal told you to do in eulogy, thinking it would help, you need to stop feeding the snake so to speak..... you probably encountered many snakes while in steps 1 and 2
step up
46 and 2 you realize change is ahead... you have a shadow... being that you SEE what is wrong with you... but you have to change it... change is painful.... crawling on my belly...... you have to do what it takes to step through though
step up
hooker with a penis.... you have to break free of personal belongings and realize that they will never lead to happiness.... this is often times harder for people to let go of than loved ones, and religion... because money burns a deep attachment into just about every soul to grace this earth.... it is the root of everything that got you into your mess in the first place....
step up
jimmy.... reconnecting to a time when you were innocent... you're coming home to where we all once were before the world corrupted us....."where the hell have I been?" you've begun to tear everything you know to pieces and heal.... more self realization....
step up, but fall
pushit..... you've fallen.... you've become reconnected to something you love, but that is dragging you down, putting you somewhere you want to be, slipping back into the gap again.... and you never want to see it again....PUSH IT AWAY!!! surely almost everyone will fall multiple times when trying to climb this ladder... the world has a firm grip on your feet.. but you have to PUSH IT AWAY, whatever it is that has gotten hold of you again
step up
aenema... the ending of it all..... everything you hate about your life (fretting, gangsters, distractions.... etc...) is being cleansed...... you've made it free....
step up
third eye..... so good to see you once again..... you've reconnected, you've made the final step into oneness with your spirtuality
i realize analyses like this have been done before... but this just all of a sudden came to me when reading the new H thread by looque or someone like that... thank you very much for posting your interpretation man.......
i also believe lateralus holds a similar message as far as it relating to life.... and things you need to overcome to transcend..... aenima could only be (if you make it this far) a brief taste of unity... you might fall back again, but into different habits (anger.... the grudge) etc..... but that is another analysis.... and there is no use in me sitting down and forcing myself to figure these things out... they have to come to me, like this did
Think of Aenima as a ladder in life.
Everyone starts at the bottom, stinkfist.
Constantly seeking pleasure.... never satisfied...... always wanting more....
some climb up the ladder a step... and want to be saved
eulogy
they try to find religion, or just someone or something to save them.... "i wish you could be the one to save me from my own existance"
if you make it far enough... you realize this man/thing/concept is full of shit.... come down get off your fucking cross..... he can't fix you, nor save you, you have to save yourself.......
you climb up another step
H.....
self realization..... you need to be true to yourself and not influenced by anyone/thing but you..... as you have just come to realize by doing whatever this man/ideal told you to do in eulogy, thinking it would help, you need to stop feeding the snake so to speak..... you probably encountered many snakes while in steps 1 and 2
step up
46 and 2 you realize change is ahead... you have a shadow... being that you SEE what is wrong with you... but you have to change it... change is painful.... crawling on my belly...... you have to do what it takes to step through though
step up
hooker with a penis.... you have to break free of personal belongings and realize that they will never lead to happiness.... this is often times harder for people to let go of than loved ones, and religion... because money burns a deep attachment into just about every soul to grace this earth.... it is the root of everything that got you into your mess in the first place....
step up
jimmy.... reconnecting to a time when you were innocent... you're coming home to where we all once were before the world corrupted us....."where the hell have I been?" you've begun to tear everything you know to pieces and heal.... more self realization....
step up, but fall
pushit..... you've fallen.... you've become reconnected to something you love, but that is dragging you down, putting you somewhere you want to be, slipping back into the gap again.... and you never want to see it again....PUSH IT AWAY!!! surely almost everyone will fall multiple times when trying to climb this ladder... the world has a firm grip on your feet.. but you have to PUSH IT AWAY, whatever it is that has gotten hold of you again
step up
aenema... the ending of it all..... everything you hate about your life (fretting, gangsters, distractions.... etc...) is being cleansed...... you've made it free....
step up
third eye..... so good to see you once again..... you've reconnected, you've made the final step into oneness with your spirtuality
i realize analyses like this have been done before... but this just all of a sudden came to me when reading the new H thread by looque or someone like that... thank you very much for posting your interpretation man.......
i also believe lateralus holds a similar message as far as it relating to life.... and things you need to overcome to transcend..... aenima could only be (if you make it this far) a brief taste of unity... you might fall back again, but into different habits (anger.... the grudge) etc..... but that is another analysis.... and there is no use in me sitting down and forcing myself to figure these things out... they have to come to me, like this did