Alternate Pushit Lyrics

[GreenSmurf]

Pushit

Saw the gap again today
While you were begging me to stay
Take care not to make me enter
If I do we both may disappear

You know that I will choke until I swallow
Choke this infant here before me
What is this ('What are you' has been performed live) but my reflection?
Who am I to judge or strike you down?

But you're pushing, shoving me
You're pushing, shoving me
You're pushing, shoving me
You're pushing me, shoving me

You're pushing and shoving me (x3)
You're pushing me and shoving me

You still love me, still love me
But you didn't need to push it on me
You still love me, still love me
But you didn't need to push it on me

Rest your trigger on my finger
Bang my head upon the fault line
You better take care not to make me enter
Cause if I do we both may disappear

Cause you're pushing, shoving me
You're pushing me and shoving me

You're pushing and shoving me
You're pushing me and shoving me

You still love me, still love me
But you didn't need to shit on me
You're pushing and shoving me
You're pushing and shoving me

I'm slipping back into the gap again
I'm alive when you're touching me
Alive when you're shoving me down

But I'd trade it all for just a little peace of mind

More shit on me
Push it on me (x3)

You're pushing
And shoving
And scrambling
To keep my feet flat on the ground
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(additional lyrics have been performed live)

A beast is he that casts a stone
Release not me but soon I am free
A life that reaches out and to cry
Slowly seems to claim me back

I deny it to you when the blood dries
Love, you leave me when no one should
A life that reaches out for another
For life the shell is cracking open

My love, you leave me when no one should
Love, I flow toward insane logic
Love, please know I did not want this
Always know I did not want this
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I am somewhere I don't wanna be
You push me somewhere I don't wanna be
And put me somewhere I don't wanna be
Seeing someplace I don't wanna see
Never wanna see that place again

Saw the gap again today
While you were begging me to stay
Managed to push myself away
And you as well my dear

If when I say I might fade like a sigh if I stay
You minimize my movement anyway
I must persuade you another way

Pushing, shoving
Pushing, shoving
Pushing me

There's no love in fear

Yeah, I'm staring down the hole again
Hands are on my back again
Survival is my only friend
Terrified of what may come, yeah

Remember I will always love you
As I claw your fucking throat away
It will end no other way
It will end no other way

These lyrics can be found at http://www.distortiononline.com/calming/futation/
I have been looking for reviews or any knowledge to when or where this was performed. If any has any information. Please no bootlegs ot tape trade offers. I do not want anyone to think of this as a way of trading. I am simply looking for knowledge.

[Hodge]

some guy sings the alternate lyrics during the 97 astoria show in London -- the infamous show where he tackles the fan

edit: if somoene has a .mp3 of this, i'd love to hear it again

[GreenSmurf]

1997 Astoria. Thanks.

Btw, if anyone knows another show this was at that'd be great because I'd like to document how many times its been performed like this. Thanks.

[smadajl]

The part where he says " staring down the hole again, hands are on my back again"......to me it sounds like he says "starin down the hall again".... not sure if this has already been discussed but let me know what you think

[blindfold_off]

THe live version of Pushit is f'ing awesome. But the album version rocks too. I think I might like the album version better.

[Hodge]

bump
finally found full video of this with extended lyrics

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HVi9mibh3Rc

[ThirdEyeSeed]

bump
finally found full video of this with extended lyrics

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HVi9mibh3Rc

lol, "The guy on the floor was my boyfriend".