Broken Family?

[a-groan-of-tedium]

I was listening to this song the other day and started thinking of corruption in a family. "You still love me, pushit on me", they use I Love You an excuse just to let the day go by without conflict and then corruption starts back up again the next day. Maybe just corruption just in the parents, dodging divorce.

Saw that gap again today ,
while you were beggin' me to stay,
take care not to make me enter,
if i do we both may disappear.

I will choke until I swallow...
Choke this infant here before me.
What is this but my reflection?
Who am I to judge and strike you down?
But you're (pushing and shoving 4x) me.
(You're pushing me and shoving me. 4x)
You (still love me, still love me,
pushit on me, pushit on me 2x).

Rest your trigger on my finger,
bang my head upon the fault line.
Better take care not to make me enter.
'cause if I do we both may disappear.
But (you're pushing me, shoving me. 4x)
You still love me, still love me
pushit on me, pushit on me.
(You're pushing me and shoving me. 2x)

Slipping back into the gap again.
I'm alive when you're touching me,
alive when you're shoving me down.

But i'd trade it all
for just a little
piece of miiiiiiiiiiiiiiind.

(Pushit on me, 4x)
You're pushing,
and shoving,
and scrambling,
keep my feet back on the ground!

(Put me somewhere I don't wanna beee. 2x)

Seeing someplace I don't wanna seeee.

Never wanna see that place agaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaain.

Saw that gap again today
while you were begging me to stay.
Managed to push myself away,
and you, as well, my dear.

If, when I say I might fade like a sigh if I staaaay,
you minimize my movement anywaaaay,
I must persuade you another waaaaaaaaay.

pushing, shoving,
pushing, shoving,
pushing me
There's no love in feaaaaaaaar!

Staring down the hole again.
Hands are on my back again.
Survival is my only friend.
Terrified of what may come.
Yeah. Remember I will always love you,
as I claw your fucking throat away.
(It will end no other way. 2x)

[a-groan-of-tedium]

I was listening to this song the other day and started thinking of corruption in a family. "You still love me, pushit on me", they use I Love You an excuse just to let the day go by without conflict and then corruption starts back up again the next day. Maybe just corruption just in the parents, dodging divorce.

Saw that gap again today ,
while you were beggin' me to stay,
take care not to make me enter,
if i do we both may disappear.

I will choke until I swallow...
Choke this infant here before me.
What is this but my reflection?
Who am I to judge and strike you down?
But you're (pushing and shoving 4x) me.
(You're pushing me and shoving me. 4x)
You (still love me, still love me,
pushit on me, pushit on me 2x).

Rest your trigger on my finger,
bang my head upon the fault line.
Better take care not to make me enter.
'cause if I do we both may disappear.
But (you're pushing me, shoving me. 4x)
You still love me, still love me
pushit on me, pushit on me.
(You're pushing me and shoving me. 2x)

Slipping back into the gap again.
I'm alive when you're touching me,
alive when you're shoving me down.

But i'd trade it all
for just a little
piece of miiiiiiiiiiiiiiind.

(Pushit on me, 4x)
You're pushing,
and shoving,
and scrambling,
keep my feet back on the ground!

(Put me somewhere I don't wanna beee. 2x)

Seeing someplace I don't wanna seeee.

Never wanna see that place agaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaain.

Saw that gap again today
while you were begging me to stay.
Managed to push myself away,
and you, as well, my dear.

If, when I say I might fade like a sigh if I staaaay,
you minimize my movement anywaaaay,
I must persuade you another waaaaaaaaay.

pushing, shoving,
pushing, shoving,
pushing me
There's no love in feaaaaaaaar!

Staring down the hole again.
Hands are on my back again.
Survival is my only friend.
Terrified of what may come.
Yeah. Remember I will always love you,
as I claw your fucking throat away.
(It will end no other way. 2x)



And yes i know the obvious meaning to this song, just found this while listening to it.

[Mattywasaracecardriver]

it makes sense as one of the many possibilities for this song. the music supports the theory, and the sounds portray the frustration and anger that would be found within a family on the brink of divorce, or lying each day to make that day a little easier to exist in.

for me, there is definately this strong feeling that someone is trying not to slip into the argument with a loved one. even though they detest how it is ignoring the issue of the argument. i can't imagine a rocky marriage situation at the moment, but i can definately get to grips with a problematic situation between two loved ones. this song captures that emotion for me perfectly.

[a-groan-of-tedium]

it makes sense as one of the many possibilities for this song. the music supports the theory, and the sounds portray the frustration and anger that would be found within a family on the brink of divorce, or lying each day to make that day a little easier to exist in.

for me, there is definately this strong feeling that someone is trying not to slip into the argument with a loved one. even though they detest how it is ignoring the issue of the argument. i can't imagine a rocky marriage situation at the moment, but i can definately get to grips with a problematic situation between two loved ones. this song captures that emotion for me perfectly.

I've always thought of this as a a couple living a lie, but then I just started seeing parents fighting violently, but if the line "'cause if I do we both may disappear" said all instead of both, I think it could be interpreted with the kids too.