YMM
05-29-2006, 09:23 PM
Dunno if this theory has been brought up before. Anyways...
My theory:
Jimmy describes being dependant on someone who cannot be there for you.
Proof:
What was it like to see
The face of your own stability
Suddenly look away
Leaving you with the dead and hopeless?
This describes the person you rely on leaving (in MJK's specific case, his mother becoming paralyzed).
Eleven and she was gone.
Eleven is when we waved good-bye.
This establishes the term 'Eleven' for the rest of the song as something bad. Eleven represents two things put together that do not fit - a person relying on another who is not able to carry the responsibility.
Normally, 1 + 1 = 2. But when 1 + 1 = 11 something is wrong... there is an unbalance and it just doesn't work.
11 was also MJK's age when his mom became paralyzed (correct me if I'm wrong), so it also has that adding to it's feeling of just being wrong or not complete (and explaining the title, as this was his childhood nickname (again correct me if I'm wrong)).
Eleven is standing still,
Waiting for me to free him
By coming home.
This shows that this dependancy will not leave him alone. When he leaves it keeps calling im back because he has not truly made peace with it and become independant. It seems like it is the right thing to do - and so tricks him into coming back when really it'll just make him weaker.
Moving me with a sound.
Opening me within a gesture.
Drawing me down and in,
Showing me where it all began,
Eleven.
Shows the scope of the power '11' has over him. How everything reminds him of it and makes him wish to return to it.
It took so long to realize that
You hold the light that's been leading me back home.
Shows that he finally realizes that '11' is what has been holding him back... pushing him back home. This is only a moment of clarity however, offering a glimpse of sanity before...
Under a dead ohio sky,
Eleven has been and will be waiting,
Defending his light,
And wondering...
Where the hell have I been?
Sleeping, lost, and numb.
So glad that I have found you.
I am wide awake and heading home.
Regardless of him knowing his weakness, '11' still pulls him back once more, convincing him he should still be dependant on the person he once was completely.
Hold your light,
Eleven.
Lead me through each gentle step by step
by inch by loaded memory.
The dependancy returns in full force. He once again becomes trapped in the memories of when this other person could hold him up, before they "left".
I'll move to heal
As soon as pain allows so we can
Reunite and both move on together.
Irony. '11' is what keeps hurting him, yet he still pledges to return to it when he heals. Kind of pathetic, actually.
Hold your light,
Eleven. Lead me through each gentle step by step
By inch by loaded memory
'till one and one are one, eleven,
So glow, child, glow.
Again emphasising the dependancy. He specifically mentions the 1 + 1 = 11 theory as well.
I'm heading back home.
He succumbs to '11'.
Overall, the mood of the song has always come across as sarcastic... as he talks good about '11' his tone says the opposite, because deep down he knows the truth.
Also, friends I have told this to have always argued that 'home' sounds too positive to symbolize something so negative. Look at how it is used though: he describes it as being beneath a "dead ohio sky". 'Home' is his dead past and it will do him no good to revisit it.
My friends then argue that '11' holds a 'light'. And 'light' to guide the way can't be a bad thing. Or can it? The road ahead of the protagonist is dark and he is unsure of where to go (because he is not fully independant). It seems so much easier to just take the easy road and crawl back home to '11' through the well-lit path. It is luring him back.
Even if I'm 100% wrong (which is alright), this song has helped me through some issues of my own. Which is amazing considering the guy next to me might think it's about something completely different. Ah, the power of Tool.
My theory:
Jimmy describes being dependant on someone who cannot be there for you.
Proof:
What was it like to see
The face of your own stability
Suddenly look away
Leaving you with the dead and hopeless?
This describes the person you rely on leaving (in MJK's specific case, his mother becoming paralyzed).
Eleven and she was gone.
Eleven is when we waved good-bye.
This establishes the term 'Eleven' for the rest of the song as something bad. Eleven represents two things put together that do not fit - a person relying on another who is not able to carry the responsibility.
Normally, 1 + 1 = 2. But when 1 + 1 = 11 something is wrong... there is an unbalance and it just doesn't work.
11 was also MJK's age when his mom became paralyzed (correct me if I'm wrong), so it also has that adding to it's feeling of just being wrong or not complete (and explaining the title, as this was his childhood nickname (again correct me if I'm wrong)).
Eleven is standing still,
Waiting for me to free him
By coming home.
This shows that this dependancy will not leave him alone. When he leaves it keeps calling im back because he has not truly made peace with it and become independant. It seems like it is the right thing to do - and so tricks him into coming back when really it'll just make him weaker.
Moving me with a sound.
Opening me within a gesture.
Drawing me down and in,
Showing me where it all began,
Eleven.
Shows the scope of the power '11' has over him. How everything reminds him of it and makes him wish to return to it.
It took so long to realize that
You hold the light that's been leading me back home.
Shows that he finally realizes that '11' is what has been holding him back... pushing him back home. This is only a moment of clarity however, offering a glimpse of sanity before...
Under a dead ohio sky,
Eleven has been and will be waiting,
Defending his light,
And wondering...
Where the hell have I been?
Sleeping, lost, and numb.
So glad that I have found you.
I am wide awake and heading home.
Regardless of him knowing his weakness, '11' still pulls him back once more, convincing him he should still be dependant on the person he once was completely.
Hold your light,
Eleven.
Lead me through each gentle step by step
by inch by loaded memory.
The dependancy returns in full force. He once again becomes trapped in the memories of when this other person could hold him up, before they "left".
I'll move to heal
As soon as pain allows so we can
Reunite and both move on together.
Irony. '11' is what keeps hurting him, yet he still pledges to return to it when he heals. Kind of pathetic, actually.
Hold your light,
Eleven. Lead me through each gentle step by step
By inch by loaded memory
'till one and one are one, eleven,
So glow, child, glow.
Again emphasising the dependancy. He specifically mentions the 1 + 1 = 11 theory as well.
I'm heading back home.
He succumbs to '11'.
Overall, the mood of the song has always come across as sarcastic... as he talks good about '11' his tone says the opposite, because deep down he knows the truth.
Also, friends I have told this to have always argued that 'home' sounds too positive to symbolize something so negative. Look at how it is used though: he describes it as being beneath a "dead ohio sky". 'Home' is his dead past and it will do him no good to revisit it.
My friends then argue that '11' holds a 'light'. And 'light' to guide the way can't be a bad thing. Or can it? The road ahead of the protagonist is dark and he is unsure of where to go (because he is not fully independant). It seems so much easier to just take the easy road and crawl back home to '11' through the well-lit path. It is luring him back.
Even if I'm 100% wrong (which is alright), this song has helped me through some issues of my own. Which is amazing considering the guy next to me might think it's about something completely different. Ah, the power of Tool.