Grae
11-22-2002, 05:27 PM
I highly doubt that this was at all intentional, but I have found another metaphor in Stinkfist that applies to me.
Stinkfist describes my experience of Tool's music, both on the whole and for the song itself. It was the first song I ever heard by Tool, and it was heavier than anything I had listened to before.
_something has to change undeniable dilema
_boredom's not a burden anyone should bear
I didn't like it; it was too harsh and it hurt my ears, and I might never have listened to it again were it not some notes Maynard hit in the melody that sent shivers down my back. At that moment, it was the most beautiful thing I had ever heard and I listened to the song again.
_This will hurt a little but it's something you'll get used to
_Lay back, turn around and take my hand
This happened with almost every new Tool song I heard - i didn't like it but I had to keep listening, and eventually I grew to like them, then to love them, and then what was once too hard for me was the norm, and I couldn't enjoy other softer music as much because it didn't move me emotionally like Tool's music did. I was used to the intensity of Tool, and other stuff wasn't enough or satisfying anymore.
_constant over-stimulation numbs me
_but I wouldn't have it any other way
_It's just not enough I need more
_Nothing seems to satisfy
_I don't want it, i just need it
_To breathe, to feel, to konw I'm alive
The song doesn't fit this interpretation completely, but certain lines and themes fit it very well, especially the pre-album (1995) versions that were performed live. For example, in the pre-album versions, maynard says "i wouldn't have it any other way" instead of "i wouldn't want you any other way".
Tool took me from the stagnant superficiality of the music I had previously been listening too. I think i was able to make it past the initial 'pain' of listening to the music because of the moments of beauty, which were so achingly beautiful that they easily made up for the parts that hurt my ears. And later, that very duality between uglyness and beauty, hate and love, pain and comfort was what made me fall in love with the music and come to appreciate both equally. And now I love it all.
_I can help you change tired moments into pleasure
_say the word and we'll be well upon our way
_blend and balance pain and comfort
_deep within you 'till you will not want me any other way
The first time I listened to Stinkfist with this newly realised interpretation in mind, when he said 'deep within you 'till you will not want me any other way' i cried.
Stinkfist describes my experience of Tool's music, both on the whole and for the song itself. It was the first song I ever heard by Tool, and it was heavier than anything I had listened to before.
_something has to change undeniable dilema
_boredom's not a burden anyone should bear
I didn't like it; it was too harsh and it hurt my ears, and I might never have listened to it again were it not some notes Maynard hit in the melody that sent shivers down my back. At that moment, it was the most beautiful thing I had ever heard and I listened to the song again.
_This will hurt a little but it's something you'll get used to
_Lay back, turn around and take my hand
This happened with almost every new Tool song I heard - i didn't like it but I had to keep listening, and eventually I grew to like them, then to love them, and then what was once too hard for me was the norm, and I couldn't enjoy other softer music as much because it didn't move me emotionally like Tool's music did. I was used to the intensity of Tool, and other stuff wasn't enough or satisfying anymore.
_constant over-stimulation numbs me
_but I wouldn't have it any other way
_It's just not enough I need more
_Nothing seems to satisfy
_I don't want it, i just need it
_To breathe, to feel, to konw I'm alive
The song doesn't fit this interpretation completely, but certain lines and themes fit it very well, especially the pre-album (1995) versions that were performed live. For example, in the pre-album versions, maynard says "i wouldn't have it any other way" instead of "i wouldn't want you any other way".
Tool took me from the stagnant superficiality of the music I had previously been listening too. I think i was able to make it past the initial 'pain' of listening to the music because of the moments of beauty, which were so achingly beautiful that they easily made up for the parts that hurt my ears. And later, that very duality between uglyness and beauty, hate and love, pain and comfort was what made me fall in love with the music and come to appreciate both equally. And now I love it all.
_I can help you change tired moments into pleasure
_say the word and we'll be well upon our way
_blend and balance pain and comfort
_deep within you 'till you will not want me any other way
The first time I listened to Stinkfist with this newly realised interpretation in mind, when he said 'deep within you 'till you will not want me any other way' i cried.