[anath]
03-17-2003, 04:36 PM
let me share some of my thoughts on schism with you
first of all, sorry for my englishhh ;)
i hope that it won't weaken our communication
it is all pretty chaotic, but i wish you find it inspiring at least
THE BEGINNING
in all honesty, i'm not sure what it is
a blank space in the background... the beginnig
anyone figured out what the symbols are ?
did you notice that "gp" thing ?
there is sth like jin-yang but what about the rest ?
and that moving hand... maybe it is ment to hypnotize you...
...to let you see the distant times or past incarnations
"showing me where it all began, eleven"
THE ROOM
i dont know if im right, but i call it: a cutting room
it seems that the walls and the strings are movable
take one: a first person perspective
have you noticed that the string cuts your brain at the beginning?
and then there are to takes:
you see the room from left and then right side of your brain "perpective"
a moment of separation ?
CROWN OF NEGATIVITY
yes, my friends, it is that crown from The Grudge, THE CROWN OF EGO
it represents all the shit that cover our hearts
EGO-CREATURES
they need only teeth to bite you - no eyes, no ears, no heart
they eat up your inside
do you see the resemblance to that little EGO-man form Parabola ?
that creatures live inside us
and there is no one to pull them out (cold, cold silence...)
"You have turned my blood cold and bitter,
beat my compassion black and blue"
SINKING
"Wear the grudge like a crown. Desperate to control.
Unable to forgive. And we're SINKING DEEPER."
A WOMAN
she still wears the crown, and it shows like hell ;)
mouth opened, ears closed (skined over) - she transmits (speaks)
intuition (left side of the brain)
A MAN
no visible crown, but he got some ego-creatures hidden inside
mouth skinned over, ears opened - he receives (listens)
logic (right side of the brain)
---
he avoids her
"you're pushing and shoving me... slipping back into the gap"
he falls
he is hiding within the stoned tree (frozen life symbol)
---
she is looking for him
she gently touches the carved wall - her intuition comes into play
she changes her way of moving...
---
"AND YOU WILL COME TO FIND THAT WE ARE ALL ONE MIND"
i think the way they're moving represents the way of their communication
when their movement becomes similiar, they are upon the way of understanding
PIECES FIT
"I stick my hand into his shadow to pull the pieces from the sand.
Which I attempt to reassemble to see just who I might have been.
I do not recognize the vessel, but the eyes seem so familiar..."
---
so now, as they partly rediscovered the path of understanding - he lets her come closer
- and i dont think he's looking away
"cold silence has a tendency..."
- i think he is pricking up his ear
she speaks - he listens, hoping to find out a way to heal
---
THE INSIDE
so, what we got here?
a small ego-fucker hiding ;)
this "conversation" revealed its presence
BTW: the colours of inside may represent the "colours" o main chakra's energy
---
she gently pulls it out of his throat
BTW: did you know that the 5th chakra is at the throat-level?
when breathing, during the exhale, you purify yourself through this chakra
you're getting rid of negative, used up energy
so now, he is free
---
is that a vapor ? or a smoke?
anyhow, there is a LIGHT surrounding him
he ascends
she looks up
---
FIRE & ICE
ice - a solid body - stagnation
fire - melts the ice - change
vapor - a transitional stage
water - light reflections at the walls
consider that symbolism
---
she screams because she's loosing him
she lies down - MEDITATES
she discovered his imperfections, his fears
his ego-creatures are coming back running to her, biting her
but now, she knows her way, she understads her destination - unconditional love
meditation reveals her own demons
ego-creepers are gettin out of her - she's on the way to join him, to join herself
---
THE SPIRALLING FIRE
their iced bodies are melting and fusing
"so we can reunite, and both move on together"
---
now, as i count from 5 to 1, you will be wide awaken
and more loving then ever before
5...4...3...2...1...
any criticism is welcome ;)
[anath]
first of all, sorry for my englishhh ;)
i hope that it won't weaken our communication
it is all pretty chaotic, but i wish you find it inspiring at least
THE BEGINNING
in all honesty, i'm not sure what it is
a blank space in the background... the beginnig
anyone figured out what the symbols are ?
did you notice that "gp" thing ?
there is sth like jin-yang but what about the rest ?
and that moving hand... maybe it is ment to hypnotize you...
...to let you see the distant times or past incarnations
"showing me where it all began, eleven"
THE ROOM
i dont know if im right, but i call it: a cutting room
it seems that the walls and the strings are movable
take one: a first person perspective
have you noticed that the string cuts your brain at the beginning?
and then there are to takes:
you see the room from left and then right side of your brain "perpective"
a moment of separation ?
CROWN OF NEGATIVITY
yes, my friends, it is that crown from The Grudge, THE CROWN OF EGO
it represents all the shit that cover our hearts
EGO-CREATURES
they need only teeth to bite you - no eyes, no ears, no heart
they eat up your inside
do you see the resemblance to that little EGO-man form Parabola ?
that creatures live inside us
and there is no one to pull them out (cold, cold silence...)
"You have turned my blood cold and bitter,
beat my compassion black and blue"
SINKING
"Wear the grudge like a crown. Desperate to control.
Unable to forgive. And we're SINKING DEEPER."
A WOMAN
she still wears the crown, and it shows like hell ;)
mouth opened, ears closed (skined over) - she transmits (speaks)
intuition (left side of the brain)
A MAN
no visible crown, but he got some ego-creatures hidden inside
mouth skinned over, ears opened - he receives (listens)
logic (right side of the brain)
---
he avoids her
"you're pushing and shoving me... slipping back into the gap"
he falls
he is hiding within the stoned tree (frozen life symbol)
---
she is looking for him
she gently touches the carved wall - her intuition comes into play
she changes her way of moving...
---
"AND YOU WILL COME TO FIND THAT WE ARE ALL ONE MIND"
i think the way they're moving represents the way of their communication
when their movement becomes similiar, they are upon the way of understanding
PIECES FIT
"I stick my hand into his shadow to pull the pieces from the sand.
Which I attempt to reassemble to see just who I might have been.
I do not recognize the vessel, but the eyes seem so familiar..."
---
so now, as they partly rediscovered the path of understanding - he lets her come closer
- and i dont think he's looking away
"cold silence has a tendency..."
- i think he is pricking up his ear
she speaks - he listens, hoping to find out a way to heal
---
THE INSIDE
so, what we got here?
a small ego-fucker hiding ;)
this "conversation" revealed its presence
BTW: the colours of inside may represent the "colours" o main chakra's energy
---
she gently pulls it out of his throat
BTW: did you know that the 5th chakra is at the throat-level?
when breathing, during the exhale, you purify yourself through this chakra
you're getting rid of negative, used up energy
so now, he is free
---
is that a vapor ? or a smoke?
anyhow, there is a LIGHT surrounding him
he ascends
she looks up
---
FIRE & ICE
ice - a solid body - stagnation
fire - melts the ice - change
vapor - a transitional stage
water - light reflections at the walls
consider that symbolism
---
she screams because she's loosing him
she lies down - MEDITATES
she discovered his imperfections, his fears
his ego-creatures are coming back running to her, biting her
but now, she knows her way, she understads her destination - unconditional love
meditation reveals her own demons
ego-creepers are gettin out of her - she's on the way to join him, to join herself
---
THE SPIRALLING FIRE
their iced bodies are melting and fusing
"so we can reunite, and both move on together"
---
now, as i count from 5 to 1, you will be wide awaken
and more loving then ever before
5...4...3...2...1...
any criticism is welcome ;)
[anath]