GregoryWohlwend
02-25-2003, 01:47 AM
Ever since i began riding the spiral (take that however you want) i have been noticing far too many coincidences. recently all of these coincidences have culminated to one point and it also happened on the same night i visited "hell." my hell had nothing to do with the bible or any religious tones, however i felt as though my defences had been stripped i was totally vulnerable and everyone, including my dearest of friends wanted me dead or worse, to live in eternity in a tiny box they called a room.... however do not panic, this was the most productive day of my life.... anyways moving on or rather.. moving backwards...
earlier in that evening we were listening to lateralus, all of us huddled around the television, static was our channel of choice and boy was it amazing. the static would swirl with the tone changes or the patterns of the music would be emulated within the static itself, i definately recommend it. moving on... we were enjoying our own gibberish, my shaky hands, the glassy eyed individuals staring giving the occasional yelp or mentally disabled scream, you know .. the usual... we were nearing the end of the experience and my friend exclaimed "would it not be weird if the television just shut off after the album?" we sat in amazement listening to fiap de oid or however you spell that fuckedu p city... and low and behold "TINK" telebision off, just when the cd finished, now this was no marvel of modern science, nothing was connected to the television and there was no remote for the tv... suddenly i realized what this all meant and i got frightened, i was in awe of the power that we can not sense... everyone stared at eachotehr at first, we were in total silence,,, it interuppted my friends story about the mystery behind track 13, frightened then we each said "who has the remote" soon we all remembered that my friend never had a remote, nor was anyone in the position to shut the television off... after this i proceded to walk upstairs with my mouth open, i didn't know what happened but yet... something was there, a thing we could not sense nor understand... later that night, at one point all i could sense was peppermint(i didn't identify it as peppermint for i had forgotten) my senses didn't work and i felt as though i had ascended, perhaps to the metaphysical state in which these aliens work...
another thought, a time after that i felt compelled to get a drink of water, as if the water were my only key to survival, i scarmbled to the bathroom for water, after i appeased my thirst my body started controlling my actions, it ran down the stairs, straight out the door and into the grassy yard, now i was just reading up on the aliens post and well... i don't know why i walked outside in the dead winter cold, and i didn't control myself walking outside, something else did it... anyways once i was out there i reached a point, did a 180 degree turn on a dime and marched straight in and back up the stairs... i am starting to wonder if perhaps i had an experience in a timeless state with something extra-terestial... exciting and frightening at the same time... from this very experience i have deduced that perhaps every single thing in the universe is predetermined and free will is a trick on our minds... or perhaps i am wrong
does anyone else have any other "coincidences" they would like to share?
i wrote this poem about just now, and it has to do with a point during the experience
"Where did you go?"
"I heard something break!"
"geeze, he's freakin' out."
panicy
urgent
confused
vulnerability
why do you look dead andy?
move your face dana, show me you are alive
lay back down
lay down and sit up, back and forth
have i been doing this forever?
i am doomed to this eternity of laying down and sitting up
why isn't the clock moving
lay down and sit up, back and forth
lay back down
why are you angry andy?
smile dana, i can barely see you
time is standing still
i must be dead...
earlier in that evening we were listening to lateralus, all of us huddled around the television, static was our channel of choice and boy was it amazing. the static would swirl with the tone changes or the patterns of the music would be emulated within the static itself, i definately recommend it. moving on... we were enjoying our own gibberish, my shaky hands, the glassy eyed individuals staring giving the occasional yelp or mentally disabled scream, you know .. the usual... we were nearing the end of the experience and my friend exclaimed "would it not be weird if the television just shut off after the album?" we sat in amazement listening to fiap de oid or however you spell that fuckedu p city... and low and behold "TINK" telebision off, just when the cd finished, now this was no marvel of modern science, nothing was connected to the television and there was no remote for the tv... suddenly i realized what this all meant and i got frightened, i was in awe of the power that we can not sense... everyone stared at eachotehr at first, we were in total silence,,, it interuppted my friends story about the mystery behind track 13, frightened then we each said "who has the remote" soon we all remembered that my friend never had a remote, nor was anyone in the position to shut the television off... after this i proceded to walk upstairs with my mouth open, i didn't know what happened but yet... something was there, a thing we could not sense nor understand... later that night, at one point all i could sense was peppermint(i didn't identify it as peppermint for i had forgotten) my senses didn't work and i felt as though i had ascended, perhaps to the metaphysical state in which these aliens work...
another thought, a time after that i felt compelled to get a drink of water, as if the water were my only key to survival, i scarmbled to the bathroom for water, after i appeased my thirst my body started controlling my actions, it ran down the stairs, straight out the door and into the grassy yard, now i was just reading up on the aliens post and well... i don't know why i walked outside in the dead winter cold, and i didn't control myself walking outside, something else did it... anyways once i was out there i reached a point, did a 180 degree turn on a dime and marched straight in and back up the stairs... i am starting to wonder if perhaps i had an experience in a timeless state with something extra-terestial... exciting and frightening at the same time... from this very experience i have deduced that perhaps every single thing in the universe is predetermined and free will is a trick on our minds... or perhaps i am wrong
does anyone else have any other "coincidences" they would like to share?
i wrote this poem about just now, and it has to do with a point during the experience
"Where did you go?"
"I heard something break!"
"geeze, he's freakin' out."
panicy
urgent
confused
vulnerability
why do you look dead andy?
move your face dana, show me you are alive
lay back down
lay down and sit up, back and forth
have i been doing this forever?
i am doomed to this eternity of laying down and sitting up
why isn't the clock moving
lay down and sit up, back and forth
lay back down
why are you angry andy?
smile dana, i can barely see you
time is standing still
i must be dead...