Tralfamadore-83
02-08-2003, 04:24 PM
Our Tears.
Camouflage falling tears, hiding in the falls.
Black drops blend with the norm.
Crying in the shower.
Looks more natural when its not.
Ive become a perception.
Voice in my head reasuring my pain.
Reasuring my need to cry.
We both know. Talk to us, not at us.
Me and the altered consience.
Decayed plumbing forcing impure energy to waste away.
It is called for, and then rejected.
The story of our life... called for rejection.
Doesnt phase when people dont understand.
But when love pretends to.
This is the call. Setup rejection.
Blown away by the idea of love.
Blown off by the idealist.
Up and running to understand this idea,
regardless of the next inevitable blow.
Broken hearted soldiers rolling over metal.
One last fall, completley concealed by elements.
now resting under sorrows feet.
Chained.
You open your door
I fall inside
exhausted from crawling my whole life
youre surprised to see me again
You thought you'd lost me in your dust
You thought it would blind me
It only created a path back to you
Now here I am
Not to let you go
But to beg for your release
Unchain my heart
Reach out with your hidden key
and return my heart to me
You say youre not affraid
so let it go
and ill fall outside your door forever
The chain gets cold and stiff
quick before I need another fix
before I need you again
Im not watching
now do it
My whole life crawling
All energy spent to not fall
To not fall for you again
please
I beg you
let me forget you
Unchain my heart
Blind.
Pleading from a loveless need.
Bleading from a broken seed.
With lazy eyes I caught that vague wonder.
Enveloping my emotions.
Forever friends, to the end.
While the moment lasts.
My mind so bright....
as your light that you shine,
to blind my cell-consuming free radicals.
My gaurd drugged to numbness.
Casting a painful shadow.
Irony of the soul...
My perception the origin.
The three fold pain.
Inquisitive wonder standing,
regardless of the absent stimuli.
Contract signed, cleverly designed.
Lost the dialog?
A profound, heartbreaking rewind;
Forever hold me in the light,
or keep me a content blind.
Freedom.
Pardon the look I give,
Disregard the smiles I deal.
Please forgive my gestures,
Nevermind how I feel.
My eyes tried not to lock,
I tried to keep a straight face.
Perhaps I could stop falling in love,
if our meeting hadnt taken place.
Forget what I mumble,
lose all notes that i send.
Pay no attention to my nervous lips,
Ignore this senseless friend.
Perhaps some day Ill run away,
you should be happy then.
Dont ever wander my endless trail,
ill just bother you again.
Brush off my needs,
cast out my compassion.
Dismiss my trivial deeds,
neglect my emotional fashion.
Off sale, people like me;
A dime-a'-douzen were sold.
Our love; a dependent plauge,
were ugly, were hungry, were cold.
Focus on forgetting,
Concentrate on being free.
Ponder a new exciting life,
Completley without me.
Camouflage falling tears, hiding in the falls.
Black drops blend with the norm.
Crying in the shower.
Looks more natural when its not.
Ive become a perception.
Voice in my head reasuring my pain.
Reasuring my need to cry.
We both know. Talk to us, not at us.
Me and the altered consience.
Decayed plumbing forcing impure energy to waste away.
It is called for, and then rejected.
The story of our life... called for rejection.
Doesnt phase when people dont understand.
But when love pretends to.
This is the call. Setup rejection.
Blown away by the idea of love.
Blown off by the idealist.
Up and running to understand this idea,
regardless of the next inevitable blow.
Broken hearted soldiers rolling over metal.
One last fall, completley concealed by elements.
now resting under sorrows feet.
Chained.
You open your door
I fall inside
exhausted from crawling my whole life
youre surprised to see me again
You thought you'd lost me in your dust
You thought it would blind me
It only created a path back to you
Now here I am
Not to let you go
But to beg for your release
Unchain my heart
Reach out with your hidden key
and return my heart to me
You say youre not affraid
so let it go
and ill fall outside your door forever
The chain gets cold and stiff
quick before I need another fix
before I need you again
Im not watching
now do it
My whole life crawling
All energy spent to not fall
To not fall for you again
please
I beg you
let me forget you
Unchain my heart
Blind.
Pleading from a loveless need.
Bleading from a broken seed.
With lazy eyes I caught that vague wonder.
Enveloping my emotions.
Forever friends, to the end.
While the moment lasts.
My mind so bright....
as your light that you shine,
to blind my cell-consuming free radicals.
My gaurd drugged to numbness.
Casting a painful shadow.
Irony of the soul...
My perception the origin.
The three fold pain.
Inquisitive wonder standing,
regardless of the absent stimuli.
Contract signed, cleverly designed.
Lost the dialog?
A profound, heartbreaking rewind;
Forever hold me in the light,
or keep me a content blind.
Freedom.
Pardon the look I give,
Disregard the smiles I deal.
Please forgive my gestures,
Nevermind how I feel.
My eyes tried not to lock,
I tried to keep a straight face.
Perhaps I could stop falling in love,
if our meeting hadnt taken place.
Forget what I mumble,
lose all notes that i send.
Pay no attention to my nervous lips,
Ignore this senseless friend.
Perhaps some day Ill run away,
you should be happy then.
Dont ever wander my endless trail,
ill just bother you again.
Brush off my needs,
cast out my compassion.
Dismiss my trivial deeds,
neglect my emotional fashion.
Off sale, people like me;
A dime-a'-douzen were sold.
Our love; a dependent plauge,
were ugly, were hungry, were cold.
Focus on forgetting,
Concentrate on being free.
Ponder a new exciting life,
Completley without me.