Triangular_Vision
10-06-2004, 07:33 AM
Ok here is my interprertation of reflection... please forgive any mispellings as we are not here to win the spelling bee ;)
I have come curiously close to the end, down
Beneath my self-indulgent pitiful hole,
Defeated, I concede and
Move closer
I may find comfort here
I may find peace within the emptiness
How pitiful
It's calling me...
==> Here, maynard is speaking of becoming depressed, sad, lonely, hopelssly lost in the pit of despair. He is has come to this following disposition (mood) because he has asked life for an answer ("mention this to me, metion anything, and watch the weather change" thats all the mentioning neccessary). This answer will not come easilly, clearly, or nicely. It will come exactly as it must come. He has become aware of his actions, his motives, his personal awareness. He has been defeated and possibly on the brink of suicide because of great despair. He moves in closer banging is head on the fault line if you will. He is hoping to find peace in lack of anything meaning maybe death. How pitiful. He has asked though, so he must recieve.
And in my darkest moment, fetal and weeping
The moon tells me a secret - my confidant
As full and bright as I am
This light is not my own and
A million light reflections pass over me
==> As he reaches the absolute bottom, the edge of the cliff, his saviour comes. He asked life for an answer in disposition and the moon tells him a secret (via third eye) he becomes confidant in the moon. There is something there. SOmething... somwhere. He begins to realize that the moon is bright and shining... but why... the sun of course... it is so alive because of the source of light REFLECTIING off of the moon. This is an analogy for us as humans and the source. He drops into a lucid state and he is re-integrated with the source... possibly because of astral wind (a metaphysical phenomena that sweeps the mind upward through all dimensions and into the source, much like breathing) This is where the million light reflections pass over him. He sees all humanity for what it is and why it is (this can only be understood beyound this 3d world)
Its source is bright and endless
She resuscitates the hopeless
Without her, we are lifeless satellites drifting
==>The rest of the song is self explanitory...
I have come curiously close to the end, down
Beneath my self-indulgent pitiful hole,
Defeated, I concede and
Move closer
I may find comfort here
I may find peace within the emptiness
How pitiful
It's calling me...
==> Here, maynard is speaking of becoming depressed, sad, lonely, hopelssly lost in the pit of despair. He is has come to this following disposition (mood) because he has asked life for an answer ("mention this to me, metion anything, and watch the weather change" thats all the mentioning neccessary). This answer will not come easilly, clearly, or nicely. It will come exactly as it must come. He has become aware of his actions, his motives, his personal awareness. He has been defeated and possibly on the brink of suicide because of great despair. He moves in closer banging is head on the fault line if you will. He is hoping to find peace in lack of anything meaning maybe death. How pitiful. He has asked though, so he must recieve.
And in my darkest moment, fetal and weeping
The moon tells me a secret - my confidant
As full and bright as I am
This light is not my own and
A million light reflections pass over me
==> As he reaches the absolute bottom, the edge of the cliff, his saviour comes. He asked life for an answer in disposition and the moon tells him a secret (via third eye) he becomes confidant in the moon. There is something there. SOmething... somwhere. He begins to realize that the moon is bright and shining... but why... the sun of course... it is so alive because of the source of light REFLECTIING off of the moon. This is an analogy for us as humans and the source. He drops into a lucid state and he is re-integrated with the source... possibly because of astral wind (a metaphysical phenomena that sweeps the mind upward through all dimensions and into the source, much like breathing) This is where the million light reflections pass over him. He sees all humanity for what it is and why it is (this can only be understood beyound this 3d world)
Its source is bright and endless
She resuscitates the hopeless
Without her, we are lifeless satellites drifting
==>The rest of the song is self explanitory...