SmileyGladhands
01-11-2003, 08:25 AM
I've noticed on alot of the posts that many are taking this song as it's two-sided, or going back and forth between the "abuser" and "abusee". While all make sense I have another point of view.
I relate to this song on a personal level and I take it one sided. I think it's entirely the "abuser" speaking. He' is trying to say that, I don't want to hurt you. But you're hurting me and at some point I have to defend myself. You've made this happen to me before, and you're doing it again.
"Staring down the hole again.
Hands upon my back again.
Survival is my only friend.
Terrified of what may come.
Just remember I will always love you,
Even as I tear your fucking throat away.
But it will end no other way."
You're hitting me, your getting me to a point where I can't control my actions. I'm afraid of the person I am about to become. If you hurt me enough I will have no choice but to take you down.
"What is this but my reflection?
Who am I to judge and strike you down?"
Would I be any different then you are by hitting back?
"But you're
Pushing and shoving me.
You still love me and you pushit on me."
you love me but yet you allow me to become the person I hate.
"Put me somewhere I don't wanna be.
Seeing someplace I don't wanna see.
Never wanna see that place again."
I've been here before, I don't want to be that person again.
I have an ex who had a problem controlling her hands when she got mad at me. I defended myself as much as I could, but one time she got me good, I snapped and retaliated. Luckily nothing came out of it, it was a punch in the leg, but for years I couldn't forgive myself. This song helps me cope.
The song has been broken down enough by everyone, I don't think I can add anything interesting to most of the other lines. Does anyone else see the song this way?
I relate to this song on a personal level and I take it one sided. I think it's entirely the "abuser" speaking. He' is trying to say that, I don't want to hurt you. But you're hurting me and at some point I have to defend myself. You've made this happen to me before, and you're doing it again.
"Staring down the hole again.
Hands upon my back again.
Survival is my only friend.
Terrified of what may come.
Just remember I will always love you,
Even as I tear your fucking throat away.
But it will end no other way."
You're hitting me, your getting me to a point where I can't control my actions. I'm afraid of the person I am about to become. If you hurt me enough I will have no choice but to take you down.
"What is this but my reflection?
Who am I to judge and strike you down?"
Would I be any different then you are by hitting back?
"But you're
Pushing and shoving me.
You still love me and you pushit on me."
you love me but yet you allow me to become the person I hate.
"Put me somewhere I don't wanna be.
Seeing someplace I don't wanna see.
Never wanna see that place again."
I've been here before, I don't want to be that person again.
I have an ex who had a problem controlling her hands when she got mad at me. I defended myself as much as I could, but one time she got me good, I snapped and retaliated. Luckily nothing came out of it, it was a punch in the leg, but for years I couldn't forgive myself. This song helps me cope.
The song has been broken down enough by everyone, I don't think I can add anything interesting to most of the other lines. Does anyone else see the song this way?