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Secrets&Stilettos
12-04-2003, 11:07 AM
Hope this post leads to more thoughts on the rest of the album. All of the songs on this album reside on a similar vein. :)

Wear your grudge like a crown of negativity.
Calculate what we will or will not tolerate.
Desperate to control all and everything.

**The above is self-explanatory.

Unable to forgive your scarlet lettermen.

**A letterman is a student who has earned a letter in a particular activity. Unable to forgive these little moments in time where you might have done something you’re ashamed of or regret. However, what you must come to understand is that these “sins” or whatever you wish to call them are/were a part of you and your life. In the book, the scarlet letter, they give her a chance to remove her letter. She chooses not to. By doing this, she would be admitting that they have won, she should be ashamed, and this is something she needs to escape. To pretend that this part of your life never happened would be denying a part of yourself or a part of your evolution into a better human being. This lyric kind of produces a funny image. All these young strapping (and completely oblivious) college men going out and winning one for the Satan team! Anyway, basically, all those men who earned their letters, are a part of you and you have to learn to forgive yourself and move on.

Clutch it like a cornerstone. Otherwise it all comes down.
Justify denials and grip it to the lonesome end.
Clutch it like a cornerstone. Otherwise it all comes down.
Terrified of being wrong. Ultimatum prison cell.

**Self-explanatory. Sarcastic. Do this, see where it gets you. Clutch it like it’s the basis for your life. Otherwise, what have you been doing all these years? You are locking yourself up, opportunities, and consequentially separating yourself from others.

Saturn ascends, choose one or ten. Hang on or be humbled again.

**Ok. This is where they remove the net during this circus act, eh?
Saturn, considered a karmic planet, takes an average thirty years to transit the zodiac. So, when Saturn comes back around, you better have learned your lessons or you will just have to keep trying (not progressing). Choose one or ten. Is this a beginning to something greater? Or is this an end? You choose.

Clutch it like a cornerstone. Otherwise it all comes down.
Justify denials and grip it to the lonesome end.
Saturn ascends, comes round again.
Saturn ascends, the one, the ten. Ignorant to the damage done.

**The one, the ten. It is a beginning and an end. It’s both. If you want it/are open to it. This can be taken positively or negatively. It can be a beginning to something greater and an end to all you’ve gone through to get to this point. Or it can be the cycle beginning again and your chances for this Saturn cycle are over, doomed to repeat because you haven’t learned. Ignorant to all the damage this is doing to yourself, your life, and the people around you (if there is anyone left). Either way, it conveys the same message.
(many different subjects can expound more philosophically, scientifically, mystically into this).

Wear your grudge like a crown of negativity.
Calculate what you will or will not tolerate.
Desperate to control all and everything.
Unable to forgive your scarlet lettermen.
Wear the grudge like a crown. Desperate to control.
Unable to forgive. And we're sinking deeper.
Defining, confining, sinking deeper. Controlling, defining, and we're sinking deeper.
Saturn comes back around to show you everything
Let's you choose what you will not see and then
Drags you down like a stone or lifts you up again
Spits you out like a child, light and innocent.
Saturn comes back around. Lifts you up like a child or
Drags you down like a stone to
Consume you till you choose to let this go.
Choose to let this go.

**This weight on your shoulders, on your mind, this excess baggage, will sink you and us (all your relationships) and completely consume you UNLESS you give up and give over to change. Let it go. Move on. Forgive. Learn. Grow.

Give away the stone. Let the oceans take and transmutate this cold and fated anchor.
Give away the stone. Let the waters kiss and transmutate these leaden grudges into gold.

**This anchor that is keeping you stagnate, keeping you from exploring and seeing things you’ve never seen, feelings things you’ve never felt, making that inevitable and hopeful journey into the unknown of time and life. Let this powerful, great force take you away. All those negative instances, thoughts, feelings, etcs., turn them into something positive. Be open to the impossible.

Let go.

**The song is almost imploring you.

This can be taken on a personal or relationship level. It is actually, consequentially, both given the right circumstance. If you are in a relationship (a good, connected one), then whatever you experience or change, will affect the other person. Hopefully, this change will be in a good direction for all parties involved. Funny, Saturn takes thirty years to transit and a certain someone was in his (early?) thirties when this was written. (or is it funny?)


P.S. Lateralus – Vastus Lateralus (I’ve seen it spelled Lateralis as well) – It’s your outer thigh muscle necessary for walking where it’s primary function is balance and support. Also, Lateral – Of, or constituting a change within an organization to a position at a similar level. (Lateral – us. Let us become lateral). Lateral thinking. They all mean the same thing.

See ya around. :)

g-bay-be
12-07-2003, 08:38 PM
Uh that is nicely done all except one part. The scarlet letterman refers to The book "scarlet letter" by nathaniel hawthorne. Im sure you have readi it, it not go read NOW! one of the best books out there. but the book goes over judgement grudges and human emotion in general

Mehhico
12-07-2003, 08:56 PM
In the book, the scarlet letter, they give her a chance to remove her letter. She chooses not to. By doing this, she would be admitting that they have won, she should be ashamed, and this is something she needs to escape. To pretend that this part of your life never happened would be denying a part of yourself or a part of your evolution into a better human being.

g-bay-be: uummmm


Secrets&Stilettos: Great post, even though most of it has been said before.

Secrets&Stilettos
12-07-2003, 09:01 PM
g-bay-be: I did mention the Scarlet Letter.

Mehhico, Thank you. However, everything has been said before somewhere at some time. So, if that was our criteria for communication, no one would be speaking. :)

neochrist
12-07-2003, 09:35 PM
interesting post, you seem to have the idea but, in my opinion, your wrong about a couple of references and meanings, I've said this a thousand times, read the "Book of Enoch", you can find it online, it will give you a much better understanding of this song.