badtripandbaptism

[crimblecrumble]

My brother listened to tool back in high school. I hated tool
i used to make fun of it. i listen to gangsta rap. i was a thug,
when i was 20 i had a bad mushroom trip
it was the most terrifying experience i ever had
and i had 7 years of bad trip flashbacks
i laid on my bed closed my eyes with my hands over my face
because i thought watching everything melt was giving me the fear
then i saw the real trip.

onetime i had stinkfist im my head

i noticed when i did bad things i had the butterflies in my stomach the first time
but after that i had no problem. i heard killers say the first person they killed
bothered them but after that it was just business.

i think when you get the butterflies its your subconscious telling you that you are about to make your vibration lower but if its already low you wont get the butterflies
i noticed that my bad trips were making my vibration/frequency higher
which caused the butterflies to come back

i heard the italian mafias call sinning "getting your hands dirty"
i think bad shroom trips are the best way to wash the sins from your hands

i didnt want hitler or stalin or the worst person ever to go through that experience
stinkfist helped turn the fear into compassion
stinkfist got me chasin the bad trips
i tried giving myself bad trips
it seems impossible. the more i tried the more i laughed at myself

then i heard about that shrooms are the manna
exodus 16 where moses found the manna
there are mushrooms in the desert called truffles
st.john 6 where jesus talked about the manna
moses ate manna but the shrooms jesus had
is the real bread of christ

the catholics have bullshit crackers
how did those change anyone?
how did dunking heads under water
changed any sinner?




if i thought stinkfist was about ass fisting i would never listen to it!
ya'll are sick! LMFAO

[jakesstuff_69]

I only like it because it's about ass-fisting.

[lotus.]

Drugs are pretty cool.

[crimblecrumble]

all bad people need shrooms!

[lotus.]

all bad people need shrooms!

This is true.

[ReverendMaynard]

We see things as we see them. That is our world. Take your meaning and run with it, and remember that our heroes and gods will always disappoint us in the end.

[Malaclypse]

i think when you get the butterflies its your subconscious telling you that you are about to make your vibration lower but if its already low you wont get the butterflies
i noticed that my bad trips were making my vibration/frequency higher
which caused the butterflies to come back

i heard the italian mafias call sinning "getting your hands dirty"
i think bad shroom trips are the best way to wash the sins from your hands

i like this part. though i don't think the only thing that can bring your vibes back up into awareness is a bad mushroom trip. just gotta find what works for you i suppose.

i didnt want hitler or stalin or the worst person ever to go through that experience
stinkfist helped turn the fear into compassion
stinkfist got me chasin the bad trips
i tried giving myself bad trips
it seems impossible. the more i tried the more i laughed at myself

the term "i'd never wish that on my enemy," comes to mind. - just means you have empathy.

i've stopped taking anything other than my medicine (not daily, only when needed) and marijuana for a while. but before i stopped tripping i realized that the bad trips are actually some of the most important. they're the most insightful so you learn the most from them.
and you can't give yourself bad trips because that's like trying to scare yourself. just go with the flow, and accept the negative with the same level of anticipation as the positive. if you anticipate the positive more openly than the negative, then bad trips will be that much more dreadful. if you do the opposite (anticipate the negative more openly than the positive), then you'll simply reverse the roles and the former positive will become the new negative (and vice versa), and you could fall into a spiral of self-pity.
in the end, it's all just a balancing act.